I've been back from youth camp for several days and am still processing the days at Camp Eagle. It was definitely the most heart-breaking week since Rob's death. I had no idea how much collateral loss I would endure. Plunging head first into a deep dark pit, it's going to take some time with Jesus in order to recognize the blessings of the week. And there were...many!  I will share as I slowly let go of great pain. This may be my biggest test of choosing joy in the midst of loss and grief.